New Year 2008, not new anymore...

Last 37 days, it was New Year's Eve, WELCOME 2008... it's only last 366 days, then it's gone forever..

Coming 329 days, a new New Year's Eve, WELCOME 2009...

same episode repeated.. start with celebration.. go back to work.. bla.. bla.. bla.. celebration again.. bla.. bla.. bla..

some sort of management i think.. all we have in our live is only time, one minute ahead, last one minute and this moment, second, minute.. name it..

now, i have a family.. wife and kid(s).. compare to 3 years ago, i have nothing.. not even myself.. am i happy now..?? yes, of course.. and then, what's next..??? waiting??? seeking??? hiding??? WHAT?????

blinking... blinking... blinking... 12.01 am, 2009.. happy new year.. one minute later, not new anymore..

i am a happy man, with all time i have.. with everybody by my side.. with everything that i have.. and then, what's next??? NEXT!!!! WHAT???

I WANT TO WORK FOR YOU.. YOU... YOU..

How??? How??? How??? New Year's Eve is coming...