the path of extraordinary men

last sunday, me and my friend have had lunch at "Gulai kawah" food stall near Pantai Dalam komuter station..

it was quite late for lunch time, around 3 o'clock. doesnt matter, we were starving..

after we finished our plate off, but please, not a single bite at the plates, as usual we smoked..

for sometime we talked about memories in school.. he told his story, i told mine..

and then suddenly i said, aku masa sekolah langsung tak struggle, tapi result ok jugak...

he said, aku pon tak jugak.. pemalas aku ni.. siot tul..

me again.. kadang2 aku nyesal jugak tak struggle.. masuk U, kena kick out.. sib baik U panggil balik, and aku abis jugak.. ye la kan, aku tak reti nak struggle sebab dari sekolah camtu..

and then he said.. tu laaa... aku pon rasa sedikit menyesal.. tapi tak pe laa.. dah sampai tahap ni, ok la jugak kan.. dah abis belajar, dah keje.. tapi aku terkilan jugak la, aku macam apa pon takde dalam hidup aku...

i smiled.. aku rasa kita tak perlu menyesal.. kita dah sedar apa yg tak kena dah cukup bagus.. learn from it.. walaupon aku pernah kena kick out, aku langsung tak ralat.. bukan eksyen.. tu adalah pengalaman paling berharga aku rasa.. dari situ, aku bangun balik.. berjaya abiskan study.. kat tempat yang sama.. walaupon lambat.. tak senang ko nak tabahkan hati.. ye tak?

tu la ko... he hehehe me.. smirking.. damn!!!

from the conversation i made my own conclusion...

"Orang luar biasa takkan melalui jalan yang biasa..." hehehe...

the most important thing is not the result, but how you handle yourself with the challenges you have faced, how u endure yourself in the path you choose..

and then, the result will come.. the quality of the result depend on how hard you struggle, how brilliant you face the challenge, how hard the challenges was.. and, above all of that, how much you have learnt..

challenges can be viewed from many perspectives.. what your perspective is will determine what you will learn, how much you will learn..

i learnt much from the past... and never regret is my motto.. haha.. i dont want to be extraordinary man.. i just want a happy life like everybody else..

i want to be a better man..

for myself, my family and if GOD give me strength, for my country as well..

the shining shoes

two weeks ago, my second day work...

my one of the bosses, just arrived at the office and we took the elevator together..

wow! so shining haaa.. your shoes... she said..

my mum bought it for me.. i replied..

really?.. good, when mother give something to you, just take it and dont complaint.. good..

and what else she said, eerrr.. i cant remember the rest.. and this morning, she came to my office room to see my colleague next to my desk...

hey! i was ask my maid to polish my shoes (she showed her shoes).. but still cannot compare to your shining shoes.. hayooo... she said with frustrated face..

then she said to my colleague, do you know what was he said when i asked about his shining shoes?? he said my mum bought it for me... never mentioned about style or whatsoever.. good boy aaaa.. very good, never complaint... very good..

hahaha... i thought the shining shoes issue gone after 2 weeks.. not yet..

funny aaa...

fuuuuhh!!!! i feel better...

on my way home after work, as usual, TRAFFIC JAM!!!!!!!!!!

and alsoooo... as usual, i lost my sanity for a while.. tension level was going up.. and... suddenly this song was played by the DJ.. what FM is it?? IKIM or ERA?? dont know... i cannot remember when i almost insane..

nyanyian serambi-ramli sarip

tuai pagi balik petang
adakala sampai malam
cari rezeki bawa pulang
buat orang yang tersayang
bersabarlah

yeah!!! ok ramli.. you are right.. bersabarlah..

i have to admit it, the song make me feel better.. hahah.. i feel better.. and then, i was home earlier than i expected.. somehow, my journey as smooth as komuter.. i feel good..

it's not a magic, it's a sanity.. think and take action.. find the solution...

see ya..

life in a glimpse..

do you know that we blink 10-15 times a minute???

it means 600-900 times in an hour... 14400-21600 times a day.. 432000-648000 times a month.. and 5.1 millions-7.8 millions times a year...

http://www.britishcouncil.org/kids-games-matching-body.htm

wow!! it is an amazing fact.. but the real fact is, we are all live in a blink, just a glimpse..

you never notice... the clock is ticking every single second, the weather is changing every single second, time flies away and we getting older in every single second.. people die in every minute and baby was born every minutes.. all of that happen in a glimpse, less than a blink..

we never ever think about it until the new year approach because of our age is going up.. again.. and then we start making new resolution, what we want to achieve, to avoid, to bla.. bla.. bla.. too many things... and again, we start to losing up our mind on our life.. then we realise that the new year is coming again.. GOSH!!! the routine is coming back..!!!!

we only live once, when we die we never live again.. after we die, family and friends will mourning for a while and then hmm.. dead man never know..

in a glimpse, what is your dream???

i want to be a doctor (any dream you have, put it here)...

mmm.. how long??? 20-30 years??

maybe...

why??

satisfaction...

and then???

and then i will die with no regret...

so that is all, right?? satisfaction.. all we need is satisfaction... so we will die with no regret.. all we have done through the years we live is to pursue the satisfaction... feeling of enough and perfection..

is it a perfect glimpse for us?? for me, yeaaaaah... it is perfect... because i believe, every single of us have their own role in the universe.. so, when you satisfied, then you have fulfilled your role.. no regret, right???

time to stop friends... see ya...

i'm a lucky guy...

yesterday, I felt a bit uneasy. why?? I dont know why.. just uneasy, unhappy and un.... bla.. bla.. bla..

last night, I'm very tired, and sleepy..
before I can close my eyes, too many things came cross my mind, all of the sudden, out of blue.. maybe because of tiredness, or uneasy feeling I got all day..

how lucky I am..
I was thinking about it last night, this morning and now.. at the start of new 2007 year..

last Sept 2006, I was getting married.. the ceremony was held last month, dec 2006..

nov 2006, I had a glimpse about baby, and guess what, the next day my wife told me something I dont understand.. and few days later, oh my god, she is pregnant..

I'll become a father in a few months?? WOW!!

only my mom and mom in-law, and some of the family knew about this..

after the great news, i got a job, unsettle one.. an then another job, quite a good offer.. and then, with courtesy of my wife, using her name, i got a new car..

"REZEKI anak" I might say... "REZEKI kawen" the other might say..

MY GOD.. praise to YOU.. thank you to my wife too.. I love her so much..

now I feel much better thinking about how lucky I am.. and I feel like my tears is about to rush out.. hahaha..

so touching when I realise that, all uneasy feeling is just like tiny fish in the ocean.. small matter, just deal with it like an adult.. YOU ARE ABOUT TO BE A FATHER, REMEMBER!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

adios frens... I'm happy now...

episod baru dalam hidup aku

3 januari 2007

hari ini bermula satu lagi episod baru dalam hidup aku.. aku start keja kat shah alam.. semoga keja ni menarik dan aku leh stay lama..

bgn pagi2, naik bas pegi komuter, naik cab sampai ofis.. gila la kalau tiap2 hari camni.. bila la keta aku nak kluar nih.. ada keta senang skit, walaupon duit keluar cam air... nak buat camna..

apa2 pon, aku doakan semoga aku berjaya mengharungi cabaran yang sedikit nih.. amin..

yeeeaahhh!!!!!